Karma and Love

Karma and Love

When people hear this word
They might think that bad things
happen to someone due to
the bad things he or she has done previously

Believe it or not
good things also occurs
to someone because
he or she has done something good before

It's not just when ones' hearts hurt
they curse those
but when ones in love too
ones would be gotten crushed by other ones

The ones hurting other ones' heart
will eventually know
how it feels to be hurt
by the other ones

The ones in love with other ones
will eventually know
how it feels to be loved
by the other ones too

Once and Now

I always wonder the time when we were kids playing anything we wanted without any concern to worry. Laughing and crying were the common things happened almost everyday. 

However, both were certainly filled with joy, instead of sorrow. We never said words "I'm sorry" or "Forgive me" or anything else regarding to apologizing when we hurt other friends in the childhood, yet five or ten minuted after crying over we managed to make it all together again as if there was nothing happened previously. 

The children's soul is so pure, I suppose, so that nothing can deeply hurt their feeling. Although they might have fallen for a hundred times, yet it refreshes their sorrow so that they feel a new "me" everyday.

Now, it is getting more complicated as our souls were no longer pure neither clean. In love, out love, drugs, spirits, sex, money, and the desire to be acknowledged by others are some factors causing the contaminated soul. Ego also causes the lost in humanity. 

Although, we can say "I'm Sorry" and truly forgive the people that hurt us, but nothing will completely the same as before. The bad memories will linger on our head forever causing us to be different from those people. 

First time I ever liked a girl

Oh, first grade elementary school. I remember it was the first time I ever liked a girl. 
She was tall, she had white and soft skin with black and charming eyes and thin sensual lips.
Her hair was long and straight. All that I knew she was perfect and fitted for me.

I didn't know whether it was fortunate or vice versa but when my teacher knew that I liked her, she immediately paired me with her in seat. 
I was so overwhelmed, though for the first time she was a bit shame but soon we were good friends.

She liked to tell me about horror stories and it kinda made me amazed and scared. 
Unluckily, I forgot her name completely since we were only together in the first grade. 
In the next grade she left for another school. 

All that I know now about her now is that she is a Gusti Ayu, the rest I know nothing. 
I wish I could find her in Facebook but it is impossible since I don't know her complete name.

I've seen it

I've seen people

Who are handsome and rich

But never got girlfriends

Prefer to suicide

I've seen people

Who are neither handsome nor rich

But got sexy and pretty girlfriends

No idea what's in the head of the former people

No idea what makes the latter so attractive

Still I've seen some people

Complaining not getting their love

Complaining life ain't fair

While I am still here

Watching them all

Wondering what would happen to me

Though I am may be handsome

As some people said it

But not rich

Still I am thinking and thinking

Philosophizing

What life could bring me next